THE ATHEIST'S PRAYER

THE ATHEIST'S PRAYER

THE ATHEIST'S PRAYER

THE ATHEIST'S PRAYER

THE ATHEIST'S PRAYER

THE ATHEIST'S PRAYER

THE ATHEIST'S PRAYER

THE ATHEIST'S PRAYER

THE ATHEIST'S PRAYER

THE ATHEIST'S PRAYER

THE ATHEIST'S PRAYER

THE ATHEIST'S PRAYER

I’ve been excommunicated twice. Divorced once. I’ve been tossed out of faith, love, and community and left to sort through the wreckage. I’ve wandered through shame, loneliness, and the awkwardness of starting over—sometimes crying, sometimes laughing at how absurd it all was.

What I found is this: self-love doesn’t need anyone’s permission, and prayer isn’t owned by any creed. You can call it gratitude, meditation, or just a quiet moment when you remember you’re alive. It’s yours. It always has been.

Through stories that are equal parts raw and ridiculous, I’ll take you from losing everything you thought defined you to realizing you already had what mattered most.

If you’ve ever felt rejected, disconnected, or stuck between faith and skepticism, you’ll find a place here. You don’t have to believe in anything new—you just have to believe you’re worth showing up for.

WHAT PEOPLE ARE SAYING

REVIEWS

The Atheist’s Prayer is a powerful reflection on what happens when we search for belonging everywhere except within ourselves. Nick takes readers through a life lived at the extremes - faith and doubt, connection and rejection - before arriving at a deeply grounded truth: the only acceptance that truly matters is our own.

With honesty, humility, and moments of disarming humor, he invites us into his journey back to center, reminding us that the wisdom we seek has always been quietly present. This book is a gentle but profound call to listen to our still, small voice and to open our hearts to the love the universe has been offering all along.
— Andrea
"This book is a deeply personal, beautifully written account of an unraveling from the tight-knit world of Mormonism; the author’s path to atheism, self-acceptance, and then genuine gratitude. As a former Mormon, I think he did so well at explaining Mormon doctrine and culture at the beginning of the book. Throughout, he keeps a tone of respect for a religion (which he deeply valued) that rejected him - I found this admirable. The book is funny and quirky at times, deeply heart wrenching at others, and overall a beautiful account of his journey to self love."
— Mark
"I was so moved by this book! I laughed and cried and saw many pieces of my story in Nick’s. This is a must read! Grateful for the vulnerability shared, the ability to connect on a personal level, while illuminating the power of the human spirit."
— Karissa
"This book..... I mean THIS book! I laughed, I cried, I felt all the emotions! For a MAN to express the long road he took to find SELF love and happiness is extraordinary.The vulnerability, the journey, the ups and downs, definetly a must read!"
— Tauni